my CHRISTMAS

Christmas eve..

i went Penang in the evening wif my family..

We went to Penang hospital to fetch my cousin and visit my sick uncle.

I start to walk to face him and then i saw him..

He so thin.. till i cant recognize him. T..T 

I fast walk to window.. my tears slowly fall down..

i cant face him and walk away from the room to control my feeling.

And again went to c him... he slept. I sit near him and keep look at him. 

Soon he woke when his wife came to him.

I stand beside them.. he doesnt look at me at all..

bit upset but then he ask me help him move a things.. bit happy back i can help him and he show his thumb( good) >< 

before going back i said gud bye to him and he replied me! so happy>

We pass by the place those penang people countdown. T.T 

my aunty said no place to park car so we went appartment through.

12am, i fast phone my bi.. the ringtone heard but then cut off.

i message him and wish him merry christmas. I phone him again... nobody take.. T.T

I dint celebrate christmas that night, just sitting alone at kitchen & message wish people.

Di also celebrate alone.. he sad & moody. *shake hand again*

hais~ if the appartment not so far, he can come find me^^.

Midnight i enjoy talking with my bi~ thx bi~ ♥

  The view was so beautiful~

 

 Christmas.. 

my favourite and the day i have been waiting so long..

should be the day i most excite and happy!

but..

yesterday i doesn't happy. 

I spent my christmas at hospital...

I look at him. that sick body, no energy, talkless, his look,

I think back before he sick.

He was my lovest uncle, he tall & big, very strong, always sembang wif my aunty n uncle, make many delicios food, a pro chef, always drive me & my family to holidays. 

I always help him massage... I always like to step on his foot, beat his big stomach( nt pain) and blazz..

BUT now he just stay in hospital cant do anything.. T^T

i look at him lying on the bed, sometimes wake, sometimes sleep.. 

look at him sitting when he eat/drink things.. but he slowly spit out bit the things he ate.

look at him in suffer but i helpless.. 

I wonder how his daugther and son feel.. o.O

they still enjoy their holidays.. playing and on9 whole days..

somemore they become fatter =.=

next year they both study at high school dy but still like kids. 

I look at my aunty( his wife) busy work gain money and take care her child and husband. 

Pity her.. feel sad for her. i hope my uncle wont so suffer.

 

At night, my cousin and her fiance just reach.. we dint go shopping.

after dinner went back hospital again..

my aunty sembang wif my cousin bout our uncle and some pics showed he become skinny..

Soon, we went back home. 

 

The most happy moments was i can celebrated christmas wif my bi although via message.

& thx to my bi's 4 giving me my 1st christmas present.. i wore it whole time! ><

 

Merry Christmas bi~

 

THE END. 

GOOD BYE MY CHRISTMAS~