my CHRISTMAS

Christmas eve..

i went Penang in the evening wif my family..

We went to Penang hospital to fetch my cousin and visit my sick uncle.

I start to walk to face him and then i saw him..

He so thin.. till i cant recognize him. T..T 

I fast walk to window.. my tears slowly fall down..

i cant face him and walk away from the room to control my feeling.

And again went to c him... he slept. I sit near him and keep look at him. 

Soon he woke when his wife came to him.

I stand beside them.. he doesnt look at me at all..

bit upset but then he ask me help him move a things.. bit happy back i can help him and he show his thumb( good) >< 

before going back i said gud bye to him and he replied me! so happy>

We pass by the place those penang people countdown. T.T 

my aunty said no place to park car so we went appartment through.

12am, i fast phone my bi.. the ringtone heard but then cut off.

i message him and wish him merry christmas. I phone him again... nobody take.. T.T

I dint celebrate christmas that night, just sitting alone at kitchen & message wish people.

Di also celebrate alone.. he sad & moody. *shake hand again*

hais~ if the appartment not so far, he can come find me^^.

Midnight i enjoy talking with my bi~ thx bi~ ♥

  The view was so beautiful~

 

 Christmas.. 

my favourite and the day i have been waiting so long..

should be the day i most excite and happy!

but..

yesterday i doesn't happy. 

I spent my christmas at hospital...

I look at him. that sick body, no energy, talkless, his look,

I think back before he sick.

He was my lovest uncle, he tall & big, very strong, always sembang wif my aunty n uncle, make many delicios food, a pro chef, always drive me & my family to holidays. 

I always help him massage... I always like to step on his foot, beat his big stomach( nt pain) and blazz..

BUT now he just stay in hospital cant do anything.. T^T

i look at him lying on the bed, sometimes wake, sometimes sleep.. 

look at him sitting when he eat/drink things.. but he slowly spit out bit the things he ate.

look at him in suffer but i helpless.. 

I wonder how his daugther and son feel.. o.O

they still enjoy their holidays.. playing and on9 whole days..

somemore they become fatter =.=

next year they both study at high school dy but still like kids. 

I look at my aunty( his wife) busy work gain money and take care her child and husband. 

Pity her.. feel sad for her. i hope my uncle wont so suffer.

 

At night, my cousin and her fiance just reach.. we dint go shopping.

after dinner went back hospital again..

my aunty sembang wif my cousin bout our uncle and some pics showed he become skinny..

Soon, we went back home. 

 

The most happy moments was i can celebrated christmas wif my bi although via message.

& thx to my bi's 4 giving me my 1st christmas present.. i wore it whole time! ><

 

Merry Christmas bi~

 

THE END. 

GOOD BYE MY CHRISTMAS~

Alor Star Mall + Old pics + Bobo pics+ Us

 Alor Star Mall (watch Tron) >>>

Old Picsss >>>

 Bobo pics >>>

 my new earphone ^^

 the Mango i ate.. =p

bi for u! XD

Us >>>>

 LOVE MY BI VERY MUCH >

THE END

my holidays after spm ^^

Finally finished my SPM! fuhh~ 

think time to have fun 1st but my dad keep asking me what i want to study and faster register college! 

hais~ 

Before spm play computer scold me always stay infront the computer, now after spm also scold =.=! i wonder when i can.. after i die kut T.T

Well. he still let me go Penang last friday ^^

that day not really feeling well X.X 

pening/ headache n feel wan to vomit when on the way to penang.

but quite pretty well when reach shopping centre +.+

here some pics ( Queensbay) >>

Barbie show 

but unfortunately was the next day( Saturday)

 Janet bought this ^^

 she belanja me one of them : the music design( strawberry)

bi sad coz i just feed him 1 bite and othrs i ate! XD

 hais~ the treble clef kena the box T.T 

i bought this +.+

 taste not bad ><

 for my bi, snow boy !

lol~ my mom ate its head without my knowing.. T.T

she said wan keep in same boy.. it too long so she ate the head!!!!

huhuhu~ snow boy become cacat! no eye c.. X.X

 After that , we went to Gurney! We watch HARRY POTTER!!!

We faster bought our pop corn and rushed to the room as time already pass....

manatau the iklan release almost 15mins=.=! we should take time! We kept swt each othr! XD

Then we went to take our lunch/dinner.

We round evrywher... lol~

At last, we decided to eat at SEOUL GARDEN!

kinda buffer, we pay then we can eat evrythings in the restauran but if we waste food 1kg have to pay RM5! 

We panggang many times of meat ( no pork) and blazz~~ ><

After eat we walk around for awhile then went back home dy~

Always love my bi~ muacksss~

THE END!

last 2 exam papers!!!!!!

06.12.2010 ( last time tak sempat post^^ )

Wow~~

time past so fast! now just left 2 subs of spm papers, 

account and chinese papers.

BUT!!!

i don't think i will get flying colour results but sweet chocolate(sai) result ^^ T..T

Now happy coz almost finish exam BUT next year cry till tears also won't left.=.=

1st, addmm > fall aslp!

2nd, physics > pa tu? @@?

3rd, chemistry > y all i study and 

memories din't out!!! arghh!! c tis stupid experiment!! zzzZZ~

wat the?? i can't remember back how the experiment looks like or i could say.. feel like never do before == think till i fall asleep few mins but after wake my brain still blanked 4 it ^^

hmm~ so just tembak! XD

hehehe~ tomolo is holidays!!!! what special day huh?

then wed is bio examination, good things is i nvr take this paper! yeeppy!

thurs account, i think im done.. T.T

k, end of this topic! Lets talk bout 2day!

After school, so excite to went home & msg wif my bi~

the 1st thing i saw is my bi msg!! >

Forget my exam & msg wif him.

hmm~ bad news. my bi sick!!! pengsan while slping.. =<

weird la.. hais.. so scare he wont wake le..

Just now he headache again.. really worry la T^T

Hope he will always stay healthly! 


this my mom bought for me :
bi~ my shirt.. nice? @@