my 1st job

My 1st job after spm was a helper(4yrs old) in SUPERKIDS~

We worked together : teacher( Miss Khoo), assistant teacher, special helper (Elodie & me).

They very kind with me ~.~ teacher teached me what to do. When i help her, she will said tq! wahh~

I worked 1 week ago.. i enjoyed plying with kids.

(= It was fun, happy but tired especially some kids that hard to handle.

The 1st day i was so nervous, don't know what to do & help. 

I just try my best to do it>.<

 As it was 1st day, so mostly their parents will accompany with them..

The parents called me teacher O.O! Im just 18yrs old and a helper!

hahaha~ but it sounds not bad la.. +..+ 

After that i sleep though after reach home. Back pain T.T

2nd day still ok, some parents sent them & went back. Some start to cry x.x 

I was bully by kids=.= cubit my hand till hijau! T...T till now haven recover! i fas run away! huhuhu~

My hands, legs, feet & back all pain =.=

But everytime when work, i will forget the pain! so its ok +,,,+

3rd day, tired die me.. =.= parents mostly back.

Many cried. later here, later there. wahhh~~!! some more day by day, the kids increase few.

But some very good! They din't cried ^^ Some close with me~

Got a boy cried from the 1st day till 5th day! He don't let me carry.. kick & push me. 

even my fren also hard to handle. hais~ tired die us~
Got another boy named  Sam, cried too! I carried him coz he want to run. wahh x.x he push me at my neck!! cannot breath! some i batuk T.T but after that he ok dy~ stable! fuhhh~

Teacher asked me to call his mom, i went to call another Sam's aunty =X

the aunty run back don't let Sam see her. haiya~  That 2 aunty looks quite same=,= make me blurr~ malunya..

3rd day i just realize Adniel was a boy. wah~ unbelieveable! I tried to make him stop from crying! hehe~

4th day, not bad ,many who din't cried. Not so tired ^^

quite close with many kids~.~ so happy! They all pulled my hands or ask me go over them, talk & play with them! hehe~

this day busy with other kids, din't really take care of Adniel. When see he cried i also wan cry.. ;(

5th day, wah~ the nicest day among this few days!

Some run come to me ask me play with them, bring them to toilet & blazz..

It was a day i went to boy's toilet more than 10times-.-

Adniel keep ask me bring him go toilet. We haven't go back to class want go again! huhuhu~

But he stop cried dy~ ^^ as i keep ask him bout his family, his favourite & blazz~

He got 1 sis study at superkids also, a baby at home. wah~
He so clever can say & understand what i asked!
He did all what i asked~ and and He smile with me>

I very take care of him.. he din't cried anymore >< glad! 

Well sure got take care others～

After school, my frenz & i tired of carried those tables & chairs! X.X!

my hands & legs many small lebam~ XD

Although tired & pain, but im still happy. Hope can more close with them! 

Try to take pics with them & let my bi see!!! yea~

THE END

my CHRISTMAS

Christmas eve..

i went Penang in the evening wif my family..

We went to Penang hospital to fetch my cousin and visit my sick uncle.

I start to walk to face him and then i saw him..

He so thin.. till i cant recognize him. T..T 

I fast walk to window.. my tears slowly fall down..

i cant face him and walk away from the room to control my feeling.

And again went to c him... he slept. I sit near him and keep look at him. 

Soon he woke when his wife came to him.

I stand beside them.. he doesnt look at me at all..

bit upset but then he ask me help him move a things.. bit happy back i can help him and he show his thumb( good) >< 

before going back i said gud bye to him and he replied me! so happy>

We pass by the place those penang people countdown. T.T 

my aunty said no place to park car so we went appartment through.

12am, i fast phone my bi.. the ringtone heard but then cut off.

i message him and wish him merry christmas. I phone him again... nobody take.. T.T

I dint celebrate christmas that night, just sitting alone at kitchen & message wish people.

Di also celebrate alone.. he sad & moody. *shake hand again*

hais~ if the appartment not so far, he can come find me^^.

Midnight i enjoy talking with my bi~ thx bi~ ♥

  The view was so beautiful~

 

 Christmas.. 

my favourite and the day i have been waiting so long..

should be the day i most excite and happy!

but..

yesterday i doesn't happy. 

I spent my christmas at hospital...

I look at him. that sick body, no energy, talkless, his look,

I think back before he sick.

He was my lovest uncle, he tall & big, very strong, always sembang wif my aunty n uncle, make many delicios food, a pro chef, always drive me & my family to holidays. 

I always help him massage... I always like to step on his foot, beat his big stomach( nt pain) and blazz..

BUT now he just stay in hospital cant do anything.. T^T

i look at him lying on the bed, sometimes wake, sometimes sleep.. 

look at him sitting when he eat/drink things.. but he slowly spit out bit the things he ate.

look at him in suffer but i helpless.. 

I wonder how his daugther and son feel.. o.O

they still enjoy their holidays.. playing and on9 whole days..

somemore they become fatter =.=

next year they both study at high school dy but still like kids. 

I look at my aunty( his wife) busy work gain money and take care her child and husband. 

Pity her.. feel sad for her. i hope my uncle wont so suffer.

 

At night, my cousin and her fiance just reach.. we dint go shopping.

after dinner went back hospital again..

my aunty sembang wif my cousin bout our uncle and some pics showed he become skinny..

Soon, we went back home. 

 

The most happy moments was i can celebrated christmas wif my bi although via message.

& thx to my bi's 4 giving me my 1st christmas present.. i wore it whole time! ><

 

Merry Christmas bi~

 

THE END. 

GOOD BYE MY CHRISTMAS~

Alor Star Mall + Old pics + Bobo pics+ Us

 Alor Star Mall (watch Tron) >>>

Old Picsss >>>

 Bobo pics >>>

 my new earphone ^^

 the Mango i ate.. =p

bi for u! XD

Us >>>>

 LOVE MY BI VERY MUCH >

THE END

my holidays after spm ^^

Finally finished my SPM! fuhh~ 

think time to have fun 1st but my dad keep asking me what i want to study and faster register college! 

hais~ 

Before spm play computer scold me always stay infront the computer, now after spm also scold =.=! i wonder when i can.. after i die kut T.T

Well. he still let me go Penang last friday ^^

that day not really feeling well X.X 

pening/ headache n feel wan to vomit when on the way to penang.

but quite pretty well when reach shopping centre +.+

here some pics ( Queensbay) >>

Barbie show 

but unfortunately was the next day( Saturday)

 Janet bought this ^^

 she belanja me one of them : the music design( strawberry)

bi sad coz i just feed him 1 bite and othrs i ate! XD

 hais~ the treble clef kena the box T.T 

i bought this +.+

 taste not bad ><

 for my bi, snow boy !

lol~ my mom ate its head without my knowing.. T.T

she said wan keep in same boy.. it too long so she ate the head!!!!

huhuhu~ snow boy become cacat! no eye c.. X.X

 After that , we went to Gurney! We watch HARRY POTTER!!!

We faster bought our pop corn and rushed to the room as time already pass....

manatau the iklan release almost 15mins=.=! we should take time! We kept swt each othr! XD

Then we went to take our lunch/dinner.

We round evrywher... lol~

At last, we decided to eat at SEOUL GARDEN!

kinda buffer, we pay then we can eat evrythings in the restauran but if we waste food 1kg have to pay RM5! 

We panggang many times of meat ( no pork) and blazz~~ ><

After eat we walk around for awhile then went back home dy~

Always love my bi~ muacksss~

THE END!

last 2 exam papers!!!!!!

06.12.2010 ( last time tak sempat post^^ )

Wow~~

time past so fast! now just left 2 subs of spm papers, 

account and chinese papers.

BUT!!!

i don't think i will get flying colour results but sweet chocolate(sai) result ^^ T..T

Now happy coz almost finish exam BUT next year cry till tears also won't left.=.=

1st, addmm > fall aslp!

2nd, physics > pa tu? @@?

3rd, chemistry > y all i study and 

memories din't out!!! arghh!! c tis stupid experiment!! zzzZZ~

wat the?? i can't remember back how the experiment looks like or i could say.. feel like never do before == think till i fall asleep few mins but after wake my brain still blanked 4 it ^^

hmm~ so just tembak! XD

hehehe~ tomolo is holidays!!!! what special day huh?

then wed is bio examination, good things is i nvr take this paper! yeeppy!

thurs account, i think im done.. T.T

k, end of this topic! Lets talk bout 2day!

After school, so excite to went home & msg wif my bi~

the 1st thing i saw is my bi msg!! >

Forget my exam & msg wif him.

hmm~ bad news. my bi sick!!! pengsan while slping.. =<

weird la.. hais.. so scare he wont wake le..

Just now he headache again.. really worry la T^T

Hope he will always stay healthly! 


this my mom bought for me :
bi~ my shirt.. nice? @@

silent nitez~

Since just now i was crzying...

nw become no mood..

steam expression...

in a silent room..

my bi dun wan peduli me...

left me when im moody.. 

Keep look at my hp.. 

but nothing..

Just finish bath..

music could be hear inside the toilet..

After bath..

still nobody around me.. exp myself..

the house that only hav the radio sound..

Mom and sis went to relative's kenduri at far..

Dad went to wedding dinner..

me? stay at home , study and prepare for exam..

 Well..

not bad also la..

living in my world..

study in a silent..

i can watch OH MY LADY 

while msn was on, but was appeared offline..

my SILENT NIGHT..

Nitez~

THE END.

Exam week

Wow~

long time no upload blog dy~

hmm~ this recently busy study 4 my spm exam

and

i become fatter becoz after eat i study.. sitting or slping~ XD

1st week had passed. I don't think i will get any good result also.. 

HAIS~

 but there's still hav chance to revenge.. 

i need more gambateh!

here's some exam papers.. 

Well..

my exam will be continously until 14th Dec.

next weak i will having maths, moral, addmm and physics papers.

WAH! X.X

can die! esp my addmm n physics!!!!

most not confidence is physics. 

i din't take tuition somemore i din't study exp when exam.. =.=

sungai maut la!!!!! T.T

Last night i studied moral.

i memories the nilai...

i create my own love nilai!!! HAHAHA~

KEPERCAYAAN KEPADA TUHAN.

(for giving us a starting of our love stories)

 

KASIH SAYANG TERHADAP YUI.

MENGEKALKAN PERASAAN CINTA. 

TANGGUNGJAWAB TERHADAP CINTA.

MENYAYANGI DAN MENGHARGAI YUI.

KEHARMONIAN ANTARA YIN DENGAN YUI.

PEKA TERHADAP ISU-ISU YUI.

CINTA AKAN YUI.

TAAT SETIA KEPADA YUI.

SANGGUP BERKORBAN UNTUK YUI.

MELINDUNGI DAN MENGHORMATI HAK YUI. 

MENGHORMATI HAK GOLONGAN ORANG MENTAL.

 MEMATUHI PERJANJIAN.

KEBEBASAN BERSUARA.

PENGLIBATAN DIRI DALAM PEMBANGUNAN PERCINTAAN. 

SIKAP KETERBUKAAN.

SALING MEMBANTU DAN BEKERJASAMA.

MUAHAHAHAH~~ my special nilai! 

YUI must memories!!!

 while, hope when i exam won't write it on the answer!! =.= 

hope i will get flying colours in next exam!!!! 

LIM SU YIN FIGHTING!!!!!

LOVE MY YUI~ 

MUACKSS~~